Here's a little story of my life in a poem.

a great family who lead by example.

words were sweet and careful.

i was loved because that's what we do.

you showed me right from wrong

years go by i had friends not a great set of friends

i looked at the world of who i should be and who i could be 

but it wasn't enough 

words could make or break me.

 empty and not content

 hated life 

thought of causing a car accident

i went to church every sunday

read the bible and sunday school.

but i wasn't really living.

life goes on 

nobody would care

just a nobody in a a world.

because i didn't matter

one day i found life 

for the first time

i found someone who loved me

for flaws and everything i have ever did.

someone reached out their hand and in my weakness.

he was strong.

he told me I was loved.

he died for me.

His name is Jesus 

and he lives inside of me.

he showed me his love is how high and how deep 

and that no matter what I ever do he's always gonna love me.

today, let me tell 

He LOVES YOU.

if you have any questions 

don't be afraid to ask

i love you for who you are and not what you have done.

you see, we aren't perfect people.

and we never will be..

but HE IS.

I came to tell you today that you are loved.

you are beautiful inside and out.

the world tells us that we have to measure up

you can call me a crazy christian girl

that's okay.. 

because I am just gonna be me.

if you ever need any prayers 

drop me a message..

don't forget i love you. 

A masterpiece 

a beautiful design 

there's no flaw in you

I see it all 

Nothing goes un noticed.

You are beautiful my love

loved by a perfect God

there's a scar in my heart 

that reminds of what you've said

everyday it reminds me of my fear 

that you left inside my heart 

i'm out of words to say to you 

all make things new 

if you give me the scars

the tears will remind you what's been done to you

you are better than that 

i made you for so much more 

you are hiding behind who i created you to be 

take off the mask and show everyone who you are made to be

do you remember there's a dream in your that i gave you for 

i believe in you.

take my hand 

take off the mask of the scars that remind you that you cant

because you can. 

i gave you so much potential 

believe it

Will you.?

You want me to jump and run into your arms. 

something is holding me back.

you have so much more 

but i am scared to death

there's a tender loving heart 

reaching out with arms wide open 

there's a still small voice calling out your name 

will you run and learn to fly

will you let go 

and let me be everything you need

will you give up everything to be with me 

and to sit at my feet 

will you give up your evening to spend it with me

will you leave it all behind to run after me 

because your all i want 

and i am all that you will ever need 

If you really love me nothing else matters 

are you ready to fly 
are you ready to give me everything 
that's holding me back from you 
i have a dream that is waiting for you 
if you want it you can have it 
but are you willing to give me everything
that you are holding on to
these lies 
these secrets 
these fears 
are you ready to leave it in my hands
and let it go

jump off the edge and come to me 
my love is waiting for you.
my hands are open waiting to draw you in
will you 
leave it all behind 
and run into my arms 
i am waiting for you

 will you?

say say goodbye to the old and say hello to the new.

I am learning the hard way by chasing the wrong things.
slowly but surely i am becoming who i am meant to be.
when will i realize that i am still running the wrong way.
i just want to run back into your arms.
if i knew what's holding me back 
than i would quit running..
i am asking for you to reveal it to me
i can rejoice in the things that you have done already in my life
all the victories you have given me.
I am different
say goodbye say goodbye to the you i knew before
say hello say hello to the one that i am now.
there's something still holding me back from you
what is it.
i want to know
i am listening
it maybe something i dont want to know
but i want this 
so i can become yours
show me 
so i can say goodbye say goodbye to the last bit of me 
i just want to be free
free in you
free to live 
free to love you.

Come home

Hello world 
I hope your listening 
forgive me for wanting more than i could have 
I was searching for something beautiful 
I wanted to come home but didn't know where to go
i felt alone, scared and alone 
you gave me everything that i wanted 
but i still wanted more 
I struggled for who i wanted to be 
i fought for freedom. 
i was held in chains 
wanted to be freed 
and then 
you fought for me
when i couldn't fight for myself
you gave me life 
come home you said 
I came home 
because you wanted me 
you needed to me to let go
because the fight is all I have ever known.
for so long, for so long
a new meaning is found
and its only you and me
because i am home with you 

I'll be.

Nothing is gonna save you when it's all said done
it's not gonna matter , it won't it won't 
nothing but grace can save you 
because nothing matters 
it doesn't it doesn't
life has so much more meaning
when you realize you are drowning 
let me grab you by my hand 
and i'll pull you close 
i'll look after you 
will you let me love you
I'll show you the way 
i'll make you forget the pain, the hurt and brokenness that life gave you 
come home 
grab my hand 
Let me save you. 

What you gonna choose?

Time is a gift.
Don't waste it
The pain makes us real
these choices are ours
don't the time it's so valuable
it goes by fast in a blink of an eye
time is valuable
don't waste it
Keep in mind
lessons learned give you life
don't stop, don't stop don't stop don't let go don' stop
Be strong. endure this.
one day you will find better life
better life
comes better life
don't stop
with this comes better life
because these are choices are ours
what you gonna choose?